Lately

I have been up since 6 a.m. and trying to motivate myself to finish my yoga practice before I leave home for the library. Nope, nothing. But will do...

Sorry the posting had been quite sporadic, as is my life and sticking on decisions..

And sorry about what's been happening in the world, the uprisings, the natural disasters.. Having lived through couple of big earth quakes, I know the feeling of the immense helplessness. I hate earth quakes, and it always calms me down to look at beautifully designed houses... So here I am, trying to motivate my self for my yoga practice and looking at a beautifully designed ikea room..

image via here

Design Tuesday

If you could see our bedroom nowadays you could not guess that I am actually a very tidy and organized person. But that also explains why I cannot study very good nowadays. My mind is a chaos, so is the room I live in, or the other way around. And I think it's official that I feel a bit more down on Tuesdays than the other days.. Although I had other things to post, very productive design and photoshop ideas, all I could stare was these white, calming rooms...

I am so far away from my paper. I want to write about other stuff but not about rotational universe models, their intuitive possibility or whether if we will ever be able to imagine the mathematical models when they have more than four dimensions... I am trying to caricaturize the ideas, read more, to start with correcting the paper, but it's just not working. I cannot get into it....I wish there were a group of people that I could discuss and write the paper with.. Sigh..I just made my self more depressed at this very moment... Officially signing off for the day...

The image via jjlocations located in UK

Design Tuesday

image via unruly-things

I am not down or anything , but it always relaxes me and feels so easy to look at beautifully organized and decorated rooms, houses. I could change couple of things in this house but also would live in it without any complaints. Still... my favorite is this bedroom..

I am feeling geeky nowadays and started to connect my accounts on twitter, facebook and blogger. Let's see how it works. This post is also a test run to see how  all these function.

I am also organizing everything in flickr and I think I will go pro and use it to store all the photos I own and all the future photos I will ever take. Then I need to connect blogger and flickr.

I now stop complaining about the heat. After begging my parents to install an AC in their house I just found out that in the attic we have a fan! I carried the box down, cleaned every peace- no dust is allowed for me-, put it together and voila, I am a happy gal, being able to study - in a distant future at least-

Today is dark moon, so don't worry if your energy level is very low today. And the third day without a yoga practice for me since in ashtanga yoga we do not practice in the full and new/dark moon.

Coping...

Lovely bedroom from a desert fete

Now it's a routine. Here is a lovely bedroom and I feel really down... I guess this is how I cope with moving. Mine is no longer moving. It's drifting. I do not have a house or a room anywhere... I am watching silly romantic movies over and over, crying my eyes out... I do not communicate with the living. I throw myself into the cold digital online world -except blogoshpere, I always find here warm- and do not want to go to bed. Do not want to pack, do not even want to go near  my suitcase... OK, so I really need to accept... This is how it is.. and how it will be...

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Image via emmasdesignblogg

Can this be my bedroom?

My late new year resolutions:
1. Create a bedroom like this.
2. Find an apartment and don't move, you can sublet if you like, but don't look for short term arrangements any more.
3. Speak German! Find a tandem, take lectures if you have to!
4. Practice Ashtanga Yoga with a complete primary series including vinyasas!
5.Write the first chapter of your thesis.
6. And of course..Moderation and Grace

11 month- period is enough for all these things. Great!