Not undercover nowadays..

No undercover story for a while... As I cannot be undercover nowadays..

I know, I know... Just because I am studying Einstein's relativity theory does not mean that I had to look like him at some point. I am so not feeling female-like nowadays and could not care less...

My iron deficiency makes my mind so slow, and my attention is quite distracted. I have to finish the paper I am working on in couple of days so that I can prepare my talk.. Ugh, it feels so difficult. But I think I only need couple of days also for my iron level to become normal, then I can speed up.  I cannot even write here correctly, I have a vague feeling that I am not writing well, neither in English nor in Turkish. But I cannot reason, feelings can still work despite  the iron defficiency :)

I do not know if I will be able to keep up with the blogosphere for the following two weeks, if I cannot, don't worry, I am only travelling, reading, writing, thinking, studying, rebounding, travelling, packing, unpacking... you know the rest.

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Photo via emmasblogg

I also loved this bedroom. Still the white one is my favorite. Today I am a bit stressed (You can tell from me looking at  comfi room photos :)). It's been quite a fast week. I am back in Izmir. Finished the foreword and sent it to the publishing company. Ordered the book I need for my workshop presentation and got it today. I am also working on our internet project and changing some codes for translating the website into Turkish. 

In Istanbul I went to swimming almost everyday. Was doing my practices briefly :) Today I had two practices. The morning one was quite short, only warm ups, few surya namaskars and a short meditation. But the afternoon one was an almost full primary. That's good. 

This post via Mandy helped a bit with my day:

"The solution is not to suppress our thoughts and desires, for this would be impossible; it would be like trying to keep a pot of water from boiling by pressing down tightly on the lid. The only sensible approach is to train ourselves to observe our thoughts without following them. This deprives them of their compulsive energy and is therefore like removing the pot of boiling water from the fire." ~Lama Thubten Yeshe, Introduction to Tantra

I am working on that...