No kidney stones

Today I had my first visit to a German hospital. I had a sudden back pain which started yesterday evening and did not let me sleep the whole night and was still there in the morning. I passed kidney stones eight  months ago -I keep telling everyone it was two months ago, time flies man- and the pain was so similar. When I realized it could be a kidney stone, I burst into tears. The fear was indescribable. So I directly went to the hospital, after being treated very nicely and being checked for "everything" -they even gave me an EKG-.  It turns out that my spine has a slight lean to the right side because of the tension in my lower back....So now I only have one wish:

Please stress, leave my life.

A day off...

My room in Cologne, Germany. In the mirror: Me

I took a day off from my daily routine yesterday.  I was already taking a break from all the written assignments but then 11 pm at night I was getting stressed about “must sleep soon”, and then suddenly realized a day off is a day off also from these things, so I let myself goof around until 5 am. It felt soooo good J

I will also not look at my foreword today. It's done, finished, finito… However I must proof read it. For that I need to be alienated from my work, need to forget the logical connections in the paragraphs and the sentences. So that I can look with another eye. Tomorrow I will read it and send it to my two professors for comments. Oh I am so glad I am done with that. Of course there will be corrections and more editing. But the main work about the translation and everything related to it are finished.

I think we will go to shopping and some archeological site visiting today.

Have a wonderful weekend...

Love, Ozge